The third visit to Zouk's Phuture was pure euphoria. Andrew put me on the guests' list, but I seriously can't wait to have my very own Zouk Card. =D But anyways, all's phat. Heh.. Andre went dead drunk and spouted loads of shit. Then there was this part that he wanted me to attend some Vestax DJ finals and then send me to Japan and Thailand to compete with the best over there. I think's it's fucking cool. Just hope I'm as good as he says I am. I don't wanna be a letdown and disappoint anyone. I hate to disappoint people. =) It's just not my style. Made some new friends, and you must be thinking 'girls' right? Answer's 'N-O'. Remember this, John Ji's gay but straight. Dig that. I'm attached bro, so no other gurls for me ya? All's well there. Knew more stuffs bout Leon anyways. Haha.. Interesting DJ politics too. Damn! Didn't know about such stuffs until Andre told me all those shit. Had myself a watermelon martini, and two bottles of Heineken. Would've gone for more, but I promised. And I don't break promises =D Grinding... Love to see the way people grind. It gives me that kinda feelin' of being happy to know that my gurl doesn't fool around. But all's cool yea? Came home at around 4+.

Oh & a very Happy belated birthday shoutout to RAYNER!

Came to find out that gurls over at Phuture are pretty open too, and friendly, I'd add. Almost TOO friendly. It's a great place to 'pick up' and 'get picked up'. =D Ciao for now. Time for some snooze. Not really in the mood to blog too, I'm feeling pretty EGOISTIC and SLEEPY. Not a very good combination. Peace. I'm out.

hey ya'll ! Tiara in the da house now! yeah yeah, i know . L-A-M-E. aiight aiight, i'll cut you guys some slack. currently hooked onto the song Naughty Girl by BEYONCE Knowles. Not Nel Blanco. haha, cute baby i have! aiight, gonna have to run now. meeting my baby at dover! x(

It's time for school! Though I just missed my first class. Oh wells, this IS the slackers' life isn't it? Heh.. Andrew Moey's birthday tonight, he's heading down to Zouk; Phuture. Would really love to go, but I've got other priorities. =) Catch ya laters baby =D

Audiosports; Courtesy of Andrew Chow aka DJ Wiz

Tracks spun and mixed today:
1) Outkast - Ms. Jackson (RMX)
2) Mix Master Mike - Surprize Package
3) Delinquent Habits - Return of the Tres
4) Nelly - (*Can't remember the title, I'll get back)
5) Jennifer Lopez - Love Don't Cost a Thing (RMX)
6) Khia - My neck, My Back (RMX)

My baby came down to Audiosports to look for me while I was practising. Thanks baby! =D Then after spinning for about two hours, we left. Guess either our tummies were rumbling loud, or 6 tracks continuously for 2 hours is insane. Kidding. Djs' don't get sick of music. They're MUSIC. Tried mixing Usher's 'Yeah' with Chingy's 'Right Thurr'. Sounded friggin' phat. Heh.. 2 more lessons to Advanced! Made a new friend down at the Academy. Name's Jo/e. Definitely 'Ang Moh' but speaks ching-lingo like noone's business. Hokkien included. What's this world coming to?! 'Ang Mohs' tryna' be chings and Asians tryna be 'Ang Mohs' ? Like wtf! Heh guess that's how the world spins eh? I can't be bothered. I'm in my own. Hmm... jaw still hurts. Not getting any better. Realised that I actually sustained a deeper and bigger cut under my lip. Hidden by the swell of my chin. Like fuckin' hurts? Let me sum up the whole of last week till today ; "Fuckin' confused. All's swell now. My brains all clear. I QUIT. Yea, Q-U-I-T. Nothing's gonna stop me now from my music and my life. Nuff said. Anyone wanna club? Call me."

 
P.s. Tiara, I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS

Happy birthday ma sister! Ala May Yin! Finally! You're 12! Another year closer to having your period! WOO!! She's a great sister. Love her. =D

Ever heard of someone slipping and falling hea- jaw first unto the chair? Yea, that was what happened to me. Went to the hospital a few moments ago. Got myself an x-ray diagnosis. The doc found nothing wrong and explained to me that I'm suffering from a bruised jaw and a few cuts on my lips. Thank goodness. Could've been worse right? I mean, I could've broken my whole jaw. =D I can't open nor close my jaw! Don't even talk about gritting me teeth and to speak! Hurts bloody shit! The doc gave me a few bouts of painkillers to take and some cream to clear the cuts. Should recover in a week or two. Damn, why now! Just when I wanna go to the gym and workout. =( Word of advice, NEVER RUN ON SLIPPERY GROUNDS. Peace ya'll

Am currently in the SALC (Self-access Learning Centre) in SP (Singapore Polyechnic) using their superior internet connection. I can't believe I actually 'charged' the phone with the switch being turned off! How stupid! I really must be retarded. Worse still, it was on silent mode. So any alerts would've been virtually impossible. But anyways, it is truly difficult without having to SMS or call my baby. Guess I can't live without my mobile, or rather, my baby. 'Where oh where can my baby be?' Hah.. Reminds me of that oldie. I do hope school ends early today so I can actually rush home to charge my phone. I miss my baby.. real bad. =( DJ class later in the evening at 5pm. Hope A.C. lets us spin something easy. My brain feels crap today.

Thirteen months ago, I confessed my love to this very gurl. And even after much scrutiny by others and objections, we made it through, thick and thins. Now, thirteen months later, we're still together! To me, it all just seemed to have happened, just yesterday. I looked into her eyes, gazed at her from the back, lookin' at her soft brown hair. Soft and fair skin. Everything I sacrificed, was worth it. I love you baby, Happy 13th Month!

Trace this moment till forever... Two more days! =D No more being the confused head that I was. I've got everything under control and sorted out. Time for a new threshold of music, life and experience! Live it, to the fullest. =D
No one's getting what I've just said ehs? It's cool. Noone actually does anyways. Peace & out.

Caught in the middle of a conflict that rages on internally within the walls of my mind. Everything's caught up in this mental turmoil. My beliefs and my principalities are all being contradicted. I can't tell my direction anymore. All I care about right now, is Her and my music. This is me. Someone please friggin' tell me what is wrong. No, the world is not yet coming to an end. It's just beginning. What's the influence? Music? The lifestyle that we all crave for? Money? Clubs? Sex? Drinks? Doesn't matter, does it? "Live life to the fullest", this is what I say. Peace and out.
 
Wait a minute. Leon found that eurasian gurl's photo on Friendster. Good for him. I'm contented with mine. Heck, Tiara wins her hands down. Nuff said. I'm out

My records just arrived this morning while I was in la-la land man. A whoppin' 162.32 Uk Pounds. Woot!

Just came back from Phuture. Went to check out the DJ Battle over there. Met Shannon, and Jeremy Lee auf EX-Marists. Screw it. DJs' are cool. Watching them battle is like watching 'Gladiator' greek-style. I'm still kinda tipsy from the drinks so pardon me ya'll. DJ Andrew Chow is rockers. Bought me two rounds of drinks. Damn. Phuture rocks. You guys should come. Anyone up for it? Every wednesdays. SMS me or call me. Saw loads of stuffs man. Kinda shatters my faith a little towards sincerity and trust. Saw this eurasian dig on 5 different guys and her next target? Me. Screw her. I ain't no pimp. Made some new friends over there. Two Thais and Leon, who's in National Service and supposedly to take up advanced Hip-Hop together with myself. I smell of smoke man. I seriously need a cold shower. Gonna crash on my tutorial and sacrifice my sleep. Wells, I'll still be having lessons later in the evening with Audiosports. One question, "What is wrong with gurls man?". Can't they stick to just one F***ing guy? Why the hell bother checking out EVERY single one? Grinding, dancing. Makes no diffference over here. Met the co-founder too. Bloody cool. Just my thoughts and all ya'll. Either you dig it, or screw it. I should start thinking of a DJ name for myself. Gonna be soon. I WANNA spin at Phuture. Music was ecstatic. Loads of adrenaline. I repeat, NO gurls approached me. Thank goodness. =D What'd i just say? Nevermind that. Clubbing, never a habit. It's a lifestyle.

1 x BLACK EYED PEAS, The: Where Is The Love? (A&M)   12": (9810997) - [3.71]
1 x BLANCO, Nel: Naughty Girl (AV8 US)   12": (AV 411) - [5.95]
1 x CHINGY: One Call Away (Capitol US)   12": (CAPI 48595) - [5.54]
1 x CHINGY: Right Thurr (Capitol US)   12": (CAPI 77940) - [5.95]
1 x CONWAY: Monsta Flow (Motown US)   12": (MOTOB 000300911) - [5.54]
1 x CRIME MOB: Knuck If You Buck (Warner US)   12": (WBRO 42736) - [5.54]
 
1 x ELLIOTT, Missy "Misdemeanor": Work It (Elektra US)   12": (ELEK 67340) - [5.95]
1 x FAM LAY: Fresh N Drivin' (Def Jam US)   12": (DEFJB 000295411) - [5.54]
1 x FYA: Too Hot (Def Jam)   12": (9867146) - [3.71]
1 x JA RULE: Always On Time (Def Jam US)   12": (DEFJ 314588795) - [5.95]
1 x JA RULE: Clap Back (Def Jam)   12": (9814619) - [3.71]
1 x JAMELIA: See It In A Boy's Eyes (Parlophone)   12": (R 6635) - [1.70]
1 x JANSEN & KOWALSKI: Action (Urban Germany)   12": (URBJK 1R) - [5.10]
1 x LEE, Shawn: So Much Trouble (Scenario)   7": (SC 0031-7) - [2.05]
1 x MASHONDA: Used To (J US)   12": (JREC 61158) - [5.54]
1 x METHOD MAN feat MARY J BLIGE: I'll Be There For You/You're All I Need To GetBy (Def Jam US)   12": (DEFJ 422851879) - [5.95]
1 x MISSY ELLIOTT: Gossip Folks (Elektra Germany)   double 12": (7559 673770) - [8.94]
1 x THOMAS, Dante: Get It On (EMI Germany)   12": (EMI 5499826) - [5.10]
1 x TRICE, Obie: The Set Up (You Don't Know) (Shady)   12": (9861758) - [3.71]1 x USHER: Yeah! (Arista US)   12": (ARIS 59149) - [5.54]
 
Net Total               100.72
Shipping/Packaging       43.60
Insurance                3.00
Courier                    15.00
Grand Total             162.32 (UK Pounds) 
 
My records bill. Dad's gonna blow his top.

Its the 20th of july. Tomorrow is racial harmony day but it is gonna be a boring day. On the 22nd, it is the start of the Mock Exams. Time really passes super fast. Prelims will be here like less than a month and the start of the first paper for N level is in september. sweet right? So yup, its time for me to stop playing and really study. Whats sacrificing 3 mths for another 3 mths of holidays? so yeah, Tiara is gonna do well for her Mock exams, Prelims and of cause, N'Levels.Wells, gonna go wash up and hit the books now. TaTa people!

Flashbacks of the past. Photos from then!

It's may just be another day in school, but surely, I enjoy every single moment of my life! If you're sad or down, I have the SOLUTION! Just ask me! And I'll tell you! Or why don't you drop me a call? I'll be more than glad to share with you, my secret!

Just went through my birthday photos from last year. They looked great, really. I seriously enjoyed myself. I don't mind having another like this. Anyone up for it once more? Let me know your comments, tag puh-lease. =D Au' revoir! And, have a GREAT monday ahead. Ciaos =P time for school!

Woke up this morning, felt heavy on my head. (Must've been the chardonnay from last night) My stomach growls not with hunger, but of discomfort. (Should be the seafood last night) My mind spins, way outta control. (Is it just me, or is my world spinning outta control?) My body, weak. (It MUST be the chardonnay) Anyways, Happy Birthday dad! You're one year younger! You look like my elder brother more than my father anyways. Hehe.. Cheers to Mr Neo. =D

 

Have you ever felt as if you're bein' caught in a web, and you're stuck? The more you try to move outta it, the more you get entangled. The confusion, the fear. The solution: Let it be and go with your instinct. You don't wanna be caught in this web forever, do you?

 

The morning feels heavy. Something's wrong. I don't feel quite right. Is something gonna happen? Be safe ya'll. I love you guys.

At such an unearthly hour, when everyone is supposed to be in bed, I'm doing my darn tutorial. =( Grr.. Nevermind. Ciaos! =D

Currently addicted to Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional. All thanks to Skye! Woo! Heh.. Sentence of the day, "Live life to the fullest and never do shit that'll make you regret later in life." Peace and out.

Sitting in class right now. I've just decided on my topic for my RWP mod. It's gonna be on computers; lap tops. Probably am gonna do print loads of surveys, so guys? Please do help me out ya? Hahas... School nowadays are monotonous. Especially Engineering Math. I'll be having a two-hour tutorial. Boring lecturers mean boring tutorials. MONOTONOUS. He makes me sleep, and I DON'T usually sleep in class. So i guess after choosing this topic, I'd be heading down to Sim Lim or Funan often. Namely, BUGIS. Gotta get back to my work now, hopefully I'll get to be dismissed early today. Feeling really tired and grouchy. Must be the weather. Sudden bouts of rains and shine. Shit, I'm trashing. I'll shut up just about now.

Today marks the last lesson of Hip-hop intermediate DJ lessons with Andrew Chow. This means, I'm one step closer to being a DJ! I can't wait to be one! I wanna spin loads of music at clubs all around the world! I wanna be a DJ!

"Roses are red, violets are blue. Honey is sweet, and so are you." "But of course I've yet to taste. O my love, tell me. Where art thou that my heart seeketh?" "The desire for you that churns from within." "My lonely soul pines, and yearns for your gentle touch. To quench that deep down thirst of your body so much. On my soft silky sheet I lie, longing for you, to come, and render this insatiable peak of magical fire."

*Any resemblance of other poems is totally coincidental. Any emotional or sexual "disturbance(s)" is/are greatly encouraged. =P

If that was poetic, then the sky must've been falling. I'll reveal tomorrow on who the author part is. So till then, keep on guessing! Clue: Someone we all know.
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Have a nice day!

It's definitely gonna be a long, but exciting day! I'll be going for the tennis trials! I do hope that I'll be able to get into the school team. But nonetheless, if I don't, it won't matter. I'll still join the leisure squad. =D Cheers mates! To all in tertiary! Then afterwards in the evening, I'd be attending the Church Without Walls conference! Woo! What a packed day! Oh, yesterday's Audiosports lesson was cancelled 'cause Andrew had something going on in Zouk and couldn't make it for lesson. So lesson has been postphoned till Thursday. And today's Phuture, Zouk, outing is cancelled. I guess I'd be too tired by the time i finish the seminar. So I'mma push it to next week Wednesday. Anyone wanna join me? =P hehe... If only my baby was 18 now. But nevertheless, anyone? =D You can go there for the babes, but I'm just going for the music. Andrew's spinning. I think. Everything's not confirmed yet. =( Think he's kinda disappointed that I couldn't make it today. =``< Anyways, I can't wait for the trials! Time for some tennis action! Rock on guys! Shoutouts to: Tiara(my baby), Josh, Dominic, Peng, and everyone reading. *Cheers*

Remember when loads of people say Mondays suck? But they really don't though. And lots of 'em would tell you they're suffering from 'Monday Blues'? No offense, but I personally think it's nonsensical. I mean, with careful planning of your time and sufficient sleep, noone on this earth dear Sirs' and Ma'ams should ever suffer from the so-called 'Monday Blues' syndrome. It's just lazy people giving a silly excuse to wake up late and BE late for the first day of work/school. But hey, it's just my personal opinion, so no offense ya? =D Then you must be wondering as you read, if I ever did suffer from the so-called 'Monday Blues' syndrome. Truth is, YES. I did. But I'm admitting now, that it was due to my laziness and sloth that I had to give such an excuse! Rise up! Be peaceful, and manage your time carefully! That's the only precaution for the 'incurable' syndrome.

To Tiara baby:
Tuition starts today. I'll be over an hour later after my classes end. Happy napping till then! =D Cheers!

Hello! And morning! It's a Sunday morning! The sun's just up and we're all getting ready for church! =D Shout out to Eden! Happy belated birthday! Hehe.. Wishing you the very best in love, life, sex and bananas! =D Beautiful morning isn't it? Well, at least it is to me =D Anyways, the malay wedding yesterday was fabulous. It was my first time wearing a 'baju kurong' and seriously, it felt great! I thought it to be uncomfortable to put on, but then again, it was as light as silk. Maybe I'll post a picture or two up here when aunty Tina sends me a few. You'll also find that Tiara looks absolutely fantastic and stunning in her 'baju'. She looks like an angel. She is. =) I'm very happy to have her as my gurlfriend and I pretty am contented. What more can an average guy like myself ask for!? Nothing more. I love her. Trust her.

The first day of campus life for a sophomore was nothing short of being drastic! But I survived nonetheless, with the strength of God! Amen! And once again, for the third time, the position of class leader have been happily volunteered unto me. Thanks fellow classmates. You guys were great? haha.. No offense. It is fun being a class leader. You get to do things a normal student won't. Go places people don't, and especially meet lots of people. Intersting figures too, so to speak. So why don't you volunteer yourself the next time you class starts electing. (Applicable only to SP students). =D Three new classmates, Wen, Brian and Daniel. Guess we all hit it off pretty well. The whole class are back at their old politics once more. Something which I've grown neutral to, and of course, ignorance is bliss. I don't stand on either side. I listen. Heh... Don't ever play Mr. Holmes, or you'll end up being busted, by BOTH sides. Nonetheless, the first day has passed. Cheers to all polytechnic students! Shout outs to: Joshua, Dominic, Matthew, Jian Wei, Eden, Peng and to you, reader. =D Cheers to ya'll and ole! One more, Tiara, MY BABY!

She brought my sister out today to town! Why don't I let her update about her fantastic and adventurous trip! Hehe... Baby? Time for you to get your fingers working on the keyboard ehs? =D Don't be lazy!

Hehe my met my dearest sister and her friends together with my baby, at Plaza Singapura today! Wow! It was like getting stuck at chinatown during Chinese New Year! Yea, just picture that. Well, it was certainly due to the weekend, and to top it up, the food festival was on there. So it wasn't surprising. We all had pastamania! My sister amazes us all with her huge appetite for spicy chicken pasta! Haha.. and she'd been having pasta for almost one week running! SHe also gave me a birthday card and a cute hangy thingy! (I still can't figure out what that is) She's so sweet! Thanks a billion gazillion! Hehe... Bought my baby a pair of shoes! Exodus or something like that. I don't really have a knack for brands. Haha.. Cute slippers though. Then we hung around for some whiles till everyone left and I was with my baby alone! Haha.. She literally dragged me to Mango and I got her a top there. Think it looks pretty sexy on her. Haha.. =P She's just so lovely, really. Anyways, I surely did enjoy my day! Did you? =)

Hehe my met my dearest sister and her friends together with my baby, at Plaza Singapura today! Wow! It was like getting stuck at chinatown during Chinese New Year! Yea, just picture that. Well, it was certainly due to the weekend, and to top it up, the food festival was on there. So it wasn't surprising. We all had pastamania! My sister amazes us all with her huge appetite for spicy chicken pasta! Haha.. and she'd been having pasta for almost one week running! SHe also gave me a birthday card and a cute hangy thingy! (I still can't figure out what that is) She's so sweet! Thanks a billion gazillion! Hehe... Bought my baby a pair of shoes! Exodus or something like that. I don't really have a knack for brands. Haha.. Cute slippers though. Then we hung around for some whiles till everyone left and I was with my baby alone! Haha.. She literally dragged me to Mango and I got her a top there. Think it looks pretty sexy on her. Haha.. =P She's just so lovely, really. Anyways, I surely did enjoy my day! Did you? =)